NIGHTMARE OF MY LIFE

NIGHTMARE OF MY LIFE

Before I started my nightmare story … there elaboration for easy understanding.
Me & my love one owns a house for our own. My Love one suggest to give his parent a set of our house key, as they might able to help us on some emergency situation in future. As the same, I gave 1 set to my own parent as well for FAIR.

Since both parent have our house key, are they have the responsibilities to keep our home safe & sound? I’m sure your answer will be “YES, definitely!”

Now the story begins :

On 24th June 2008, 9.30pm plus, my love one have gone out to Yam Cha with his friends, left me alone at home. For security, I locked up all doors (metal steel door & tempered glass door) & windows, including curtains down. Since this is my own house, I’m free to do whatever I like to make myself comfortable.

I was online browsing webpage, searching some information I want. That’s was about 10pm plus. Suddenly there a vehicle stop by at my front gate, a man came down from the car & walk into my house compound without ringing my door bell infront of the gate. I start feel terrify & grabs my underwears to hide at my staircase & try to wear it back as fast as I could.

In the mean time, I heard that man use key open up my m.s door & tempered glass … my mind was thinking how come this guy have my house key? From where he got it? I don’t remember my love one or me have lost any key before. WHO IS THIS MAN? What is he going to do here? Will him hurt me? My heart beat getting faster & faster … cant help of shivering coz of fear.
Yes, I’m terrify, scare, afraid, shivering … I walk nearby the tempered glass door … pull away the curtain & look at this guy … when I saw him, I’m shocked & feel been betrayed & disappointed (I cant find a proper word that can describe my feeling at that moment)!! WHO IS HE? No other person but my love’s elder brother who just come back from china. He continue to walk in to my house like he enter his own house and ask me … where is my love one? He’s not at home? … JESUS CHRIST … whats the hell is he think he is?

I’m so angry … & grabs my belonging and run up to my bedroom. Immediately I call my love and yell at him to ask
· WHAT IS YOUR IDIOT ELDER BROTHER COME TO OUR HOUSE AT THIS HOUR WITHOUT OUR KNOWLEDGE OF HIS APPREANCES?
· WHO HE THINK HE IS?
· WHO GAVE HIM THE AUTHORITY TO ASK THE KEY FROM YOUR PARENT?
· WHO GAVE YOUR PARENT THE AUTHORITY TO GIVE OUT OUR HOUSE KEY TO YOUR BROTHER?
· DOES THEY KNOW HOW TO RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE’S PRIVACY?
· DOES THEY KNOW HOW TO ASK PERMISSION BEFORE ENTERING OTHER PEOPLE’S TERITORY EVEN IS THEIR OWN SON / BROTHER’s?
· DO THEY EVER THINK WHAT MY FEELING BEING TREATED THIS WAY? OR THEY JUST CARE FOR THE ELDER SON’S FEELING ONLY & IGNORE THE REST?

I know I shouldn’t blame my love one for the incident happen, but I’m so angry, I’m so need a way to release my anger & fear out of myself. The more I yell to my love one, I can feel that I nearly been swallow by the fear. My tears falling down immediately right after I hang up the call … all types of feeling / emotion arise to me.

I never had been so afraid before. I really lost hope on trusting my in law now. All their gave me is DISSAPOINTMENT! If I know this will happen to me, I wouldn’t let my love one to give his parent the key.

I told myself, since they choose to ignore my feeling & not being respect my human right … then they can’t blame me for not respect them as they are my in law. They deserve it as pay back for their action.

Whenever I think back what happen that night, my fear still there. I’ve been hurt so much …

This is not the 1st time they done it to me … & definitely this is the worst time!

How is your feeling is something like above & as follow happen to you :

- Simply use the key he get from my love’s parent & enter to our house like his own house even when the house owner (me & my love) at home. Does we transparent / invisible to him? Or he treated that house is HIS BELONGING, he is the house owner? Said graduate from university of Taiwan … bullshit! If he really study so much, he should know how to respect other people’s right, privacy! Then WHY still act like “human head with pig’s brain” (人头猪脑).

I really really ashame & dissappointed to have such disrespectful in law family!!!!!